DREAM.

  So there's this boy in my grade, he's cute. I wanna try to be a closer friend to him, I liked him once, but it wasn't like this, I was a baby. So he likes classy girls, not nasty (no swearing) He no likey when girls cuss. I gotta deal with that.. ha. This is according to my friends that talk to him more than I do. He's one smart ass! I LOVE that. He's really confusing. The problem is..well i's actually a huge problem that is really really bothering me.. my friend R told me that he likes my friend. It really pissed me off this week when I found out, everyone talks about how hot she it a crap, and well me? Im probably unknown to them.  And it's like come on! You know, I've NEVER liked a guy, like actually had feelings for. I've had those 'Ooo, he's cute' kind of crushes but I've never ever had a person I call mine, or even had a conversation with a guy except those asses I was set up with. The point is it irritates me because everyone talks about her in every way (good, the boys) and now just this ONE GUY I have my eye on HAS to like her too! Especially him. I think I should give up. One thing everyone tells me, dating a guy older than you is the best. LOLL. I can never get a guy.

   I, Diane will never be able to get a guy. I don't think. I'm maybe too big, too short, too loud, too 'not sexy' for them boys, but I don't need a guy to be happy at all. But it's nice TO TRY FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE.  At least have a conversation with a guy, AT LEAST! Anyway, I may be a hopeless romantic. But it's okay.